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God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my Guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way,
He will make a way.
This song was ringing in my head as I sat down after a long tired day to spend some time with my Lord. School has been kinda stressful and tiring recently, so many things to do yet so lil time! Time management you may say? haha probably. differs from person to person, I believe. Remembering that God will make a way has really kept me positive and I've the joy in my heart that I know can only be from Him. No doubt, I fall at times and rely on my own strength but it is only when I am weak that I am strong in Him.
A line in the skit of one of the Sunday School prize-giving anniversary last year really struck me and has stayed with me till now. "Life, what's its purpose? Christian, what did that mean?"
and now, I've found my answer.
(:
Haven't been blogging simply 'cos of the pile of work I gotta complete!
sometimes I just wonder why things have to be so difficult. why do they always have to be like that. I don't like things this way. not at all :'( I really dread it so badly. don't wanna talk anymore, in the end things just go wrong. maybe sometimes not talking ain't such a bad thing after all.
Wish me all the best!
haha.
:D
it hurts.
a pity they are deleted and gone.
oh wells.maybe they dont really matter after all.
had chi oral today!
it was on F1 racing being held in Singapore??
haha like i know nothing about it cos i never really bothered.
wahahah. wells. It's over!
hope the july babies had fun today.
the cake was yummy((:
hee.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean living.'
"I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!
I had this post a long long time ago and upon reading it, it meant so much all over again. I'm truly glad I'm a Christian(:
all of me and none of Thee
some of me and some of Thee
more of Thee and less of me
all of Thee and none of me
this what really impacted me during dedication service.
none of me. till that day.
In the past week, I've been witnessing some incidents that really put a smile to my face, that really made my day.. (:
1. That day was on the train, going home with Joyce (: A person stood up and got off the train. I asked her to sit, she refused, she asked me to and I too refused. haha so we decided to give it up to "needy people"- quoting Joyce :D and the next moment when i turned around, this young lady was helping a blind old man to the seat. but on the other side, a man (looks pretty old to me) went to sit. He didnt see the old man and young lady approaching the seat but when he saw, he apologised and immediately got up. He even took over from the young lady and helped the old man to the seat. Upon seeing this, it really warmed my heart to see how 2 strangers could show such love to the old man. simple acts of kindness that may have meant so much to the old man.
2. I again was on the way home but this time at yew tee mrt station alr. I was walking towards the "doors" to get out of the station when suddenly this woman carrying bags of groceries, tripped! she totally fell forward onto the lady in front of her. The lady quickly helped her up and repeatedly asked her if she was okie. how she cared. maybe you all may think that's a natural reaction, well i agree to a certain extent but some people are just so apathetic and self-centred. I'm just glad she helped and simple words like "are you ok?" could make someone's day. at least you know people do care.
3. left the MRT station and was walking home. Saw this old woman with some army guys at the taxi stand. she had lots of bags of grocery with her. again haha. when the taxi came, the first army guy automatically helped her carry the bags while the other behind went to open the taxi door first. haha so nice right?? ((: was telling matthew never knew army guys were so nice. haha and he said not all.
suddenly felt the world is not void of love after all. Even admist Man's wickedness, there are kind, caring, helpful, compassionate people around :D
optimism. haha.
we never know how our simple acts of kindness and encouragements may impact others and make a difference in them.
prefer my previous blogskin!! but there's something wrong with it.
oh wells. just as well.
Jesus is the answer for the world today
Above Him there's no other
Jesus is the way
If you have a question in the corner of your mind
Traces of discouragement
And peace you cannot find
Reflections of your past seem to face you everyday
But this one thing I know Jesus is the way
I know you've got mountains
That you think you cannot climb
I know your skies are dark
And you think the sun wont shine
In case you do not know
That the Word of God is true
And everything He'd promised He would do for you
(:
people need the Lord.
yay. I can see everything again now(:
I shall blog tomorrow or mon prob.
when i find the time.
goodnight!
everything in God's time :D
taste the goodness of the Lord!
The Father knows best.
I am seeking a trust that "the Father knows best" in how this world is run. I see that the way in which I want God does not achieve the results I might expect.
All the way my Saviour leads me
What have I to ask beside?
Can I doubt His tender mercy,
Who through life has been my Guide?
For I know whatev'r befalls me, Jesus doeth all things well(:
looking at this pic just reminds me of the time i was cycling at east coast with em and mor. it was really fun(: the wind, the scenery and of cos the talking. told em so many things, she listened and we laughed. those memories. haha and mor will be busy cycling, trying to reach the uncle on time so we dont have to pay extra. I was tired you see and em kept me company! It's funny how we had so much to talk although we saw each other everyday. like we just talk non-stop. after school go home sleep wake up call em. that was our daily routine(: and we just go on and on. With mor it was so funny, only can talk to her in person, so we tried to break our records-see who can talk to her on the phone for the longest time. those were really enjoyable and memorable times, then it was simply a part of our life, a very practical part that has left me with wonderful memories. 
forever best of friends.of cos i havent forgotten ah peng! haha. her craziness and all, that only people like us can stand xD the laughter she often evoked. how she made our o level year much less stressful. the times she shared and we wished we could help. times where she'll hide food under her table from miss rashidah. haha. miss her!
bananas! :D
yay(:
midyears are finally over!
and i've finally gotten down to reviving my blog xD
hahaha. so after maths paper ended.
we decided to go to J8 for lunch.
wanted to have a nice swensens lunch together but students' meal only starts at 230. we ended our midyears officially at 1058 by the way. HAHA. and so as usual we walked and walked and walked and finally landed up in LJS. quite nice also la. just laughed and talked (: and then after lunch walked around to shop for kenga,seow ying and joseph's present. with the guys. haha they were like girls will forever be girls. cos we were going, so cute! haha. which is oh so normal.
had fun(:
I'm so glad that Jesus loves me!
hee.
NOW AND FOREVER
Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever I will be your man.
Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever I will be your man
Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
If I'd only known you were there all the time
All this time
Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever I will be your man
Now and forever I will be your man
nice song.
(:
randomness!
Proverbs 4:23
"above all else, guard your heart.."
whee! i'm heading for home in about 7 hrs time and i can't wait! :D finally i'll be back in s'pore after 7 long days away. hahaha.
and it'll be HOME SWEET HOME!
SEEK YE FIRST THE KINGDOM OF GOD.. (:
"the purpose of prayer is not to get what we want, but to become what God wants us to be"
a HAPPY girl in her own lil world!
loved. blessed.
:D
and she says, "goodnight!"
today's quiet time really made me think..
where is my focus today?
or rather WHO is my focus on?
is it on God? as it ought to be.
If not, i really need to so some serious soul-searching.
Neither cries of "Hosanna" nor shouts of hatred could deter Jesus from His goal " to give His life a ransom for many" and to pay the price to set us free. set ME free.
What shall my focus then be today.
no question abt it-- on God.
pray(:
ho ho ho i'm in malaysia now..
at my uncle's house using his lappy.
let's just say i'm B-O-R-E-D and that i wanna
G-O
H-O-M-E!
i've been in the house the whole day!
I can't sms or call anyone. great.
basically can only talk to anyone who's in the house.
and maybe on msn :D haha. thanks loads to whoever created it.
i'm missing everyone loads.
well.. i've got hmwk to occupy me but that aint exactly a pleasant thing eh.
plus i dont really know how to do it.
and i've been told i've got hmwk waiting at home for me.
which makes things worse.
haha but i cant deny the fact that i really enjoyed my first 2 days shopping!
bought many many things. heh heh.
fun (: really was.
i've got so much time on my hands now. haha think! that's what i do to pass time.
was thinking even while eating my dinner, making sure i CLEAN my plate.
random-ness! haha.
3 more days to go!
make that 2 and a half.
i cant wait :D
read my mind! (x
it warms my heart.
and *poof* there i go.
bye!
oo! and the most important thing which I forgot to mention..
I MISS BPGHS! :D
haha. I really do.
the teachers, my class & all.
"once a bpian, always a bpian.."
(:
so.. this shall be my first post for the year! (:
Thy Word is a lamp unto my feet
And a light unto my path.
When I feel afraid
Think I've lost my way
Still You're there right beside me
And nothing will I fear
As long as You are near
Please be near me to the end
I will not forget
Your love for me and yet
My heart forever is wandering
Jesus be my guide
Hold me to Your side
And I will love You to the end.
This song really encouraged me when we sang it on sat during YP. Especially as I start my JC life this year. Really do not know what lies ahead but I know I've nothing to fear 'cos I have Jesus as my guide (:
well.. results are gonna be out real soon, should be somewhere next week. Many people ask me if I'm scared. haha there's nothing to be scared about, I mean the results are already there. all this I know but on that day itself, it'll be a totally different story! but yup I've gotta remember whatever it is, I gotta give thanks 'cos God has a purpose for everything.
life in AJ has been okie i guess, differences are for sure but manageable I guess. Lecture style lessons, breaks anytime of the day.. haha but it's only the 2nd week. orientation was fun (: cos of my OG and OGL's of cos. we still have meals tgt everyday tho now we're supposed to be with our classes already. so I'll be there for prob another month before posting for o's results are released. or maybe the rest of my JC life. haha oh wells. feel like I belong nowhere now. a bpian? an AJcian? everyone goes to school in different uniforms, feels funny. can't wait for everything to be settled-which JC i'm actually going to, the friends i'm going to be for the next 2 years, etc. feel like I can't move on properly now. haha but when that time comes it'll mean STUDYING, like seriously. Just thank God for carrying me through thus far (:
the future.. maybe I'll spend some time today thinking about everything that will happen in the future.
everything that you mentioned too (:
and now it's time to go think! haha.
bye!
haha. I wonder why.
the past few days I've been thinking a lot.
maybe 'cos I'm too free these days ><
each night I lie on my bed, unable to fall asleep.
thinking about the past, the present, the future.
Can't believe my secondary school days are over.. everything just seemed so recent. Was still thinking about sec 1 orientation, the first few teachers I met, how I felt when I first entered BPGHS with mummy. How I dreaded going to school the first few days of sec 1 to how I enjoyed each day of school in the last few days of sec 4. and to think now all of these are nothing but memories. I guess what I'll really miss are my teachers and friends (esp my darling bananas). the 2 different campus. haha let's just say everything.
Had a nice talk with my brothers while walking home just now about our primary school years. I really had a wonderful P6 year (: and a amazing sec 4 year. school life is so fun and I'm enjoying every bit of it. haha even the studying part I think. It's fun to reminisce about the past and smile knowing you've no regrets.
and soon.. It'll be a beginning of a new chapter. I do not know what lies ahead the way I cannot see yet One stands near to be my guide, He'll show the way to me. I know who holds the future(:
as for now, I'll just treasure the precious present!
Christmas isn't christmas
Till it happens in your heart
Somewhere deep inside you
Is where christmas really starts
So give your heart to Jesus
You'll discover when you do
That it's christmas really christmas
For you
(:
"He comes to us, not to shield us from the harshness of the world but to give us the courage and strength to bear it; not to snatch us away by some miracle from the conflict of life, but to give us peace-His peace-in our hearts, by which we may be calmly steadfast while the conflict rages, and be able to bring to the torn world the healing that is peace."
back from camp!
haha but i'm kinda lazy to update. Just really enjoyed myself and learnt a lot. I miss my dorm mates! :D and all the laughter.
hohoho. loves!
(:
a smile that lights my whole world up
I'm HAPPY
(:
whee(: i've been enjoying every bit of ny hols! 1 Dec It's dec alr! and soon this year will come to an end. my secondary school days have ended :( well.. it's time for a new beginning! wished i was there. really did. but congrats all the same(: 3 Dec went out with liling and matthew today. hee I was happy :D at least i think i was. 4 Dec hee finally met emmie agn! missed her so much! hopefully one day we can go visit ah peng at her work place. love the bananas! loads(: huggies. I'm sorry for everything. but really you're never alone. I promise I'll be here for you. always. when I look back on times we had, I smiled... (:
from class chalet to DVBS to staying over at liling's house. hee all so fun! :D
26 Nov
class chalet was more fun than i expected it to be! initially we just lazed arnd, watching tv and doing nth much. haha the fun really started during the barbeque. With Jiten and Jia Xin arnd, we laughed so much! XD it was nice, us laughing tgt. russell has a hearty laughter and he's comical- he keeps saying i'm full but continues to eat. haha. and then the night walk. we did a lil star gazing :D and then to macs at 3 plus. hungry after walking x) and finally back to the chalet, i fell asleep at 530. good record for a pig! *grins* let's just say i enjoy the moments spent with my class(: hee.
27 Nov
first day of DVBS. haha i felt as lost as the children in the morning. first time i'm attending it at depot. didnt really know where to go or what to do. but after a while i kinda figured things out(: hee i was in charge of the K2/ P1 kids. cute lil people. kids are simply lovely. all their running around definitely woke me up! and then it was home-- TO SLEEP :D
28 Nov
outing to west coast park. I was a station IC so cldnt be with my grp. was a lil sad at first but when the kids started coming to the station and all the games began, my day wasnt that boring after all(: nth much happened today. after tt headed for home! the end.
29 Nov
last day of DVBS. I knew that I was going to miss the kids! esp playful lil elton(: he's cute tho but quite a handful. haha. and the 3 kids in my grp who were not previously saved are now saved! praise the Lord!
after that headed to liling's house to bake cookies. successful first attempt(: yay.
30 Nov
went to send the BYMET people off. I really felt like going to Cambodia again! maybe next time. and after that it was a funny funny day with uncle Boon Hong and Auntie Margaret. haha. embarrassing moments liling and i share :P
it's been more than a week since o's ended..
as I woke up this morning, I started wondering how i managed to pull through my o's. I pondered over this for quite a while and it's really amazing to see how much God has brought me through. indeed, God is good all the time! :D and you know what, He never fails. and I really thank God for everything. for those who have been praying for me, encouraging me in one way or another.. THANK YOU! (: yup.
and after that I went out with mor and em to watch enchanted! it's a really nice show(: was in fantasy land and now i'm back to reality. haha. then we went marketing for class chalet. heh like to buy the food for the bbq. looking forward to mon! and then tues, wed, thurs will be DVBS and after that the BYMET people are leaving alr! time flies. it's been a year ><>
awww I miss my daddy.. in Nepal now. haha. yea and it's real nice when people talk to you and are willing to share. at least that shows that they trust you. right? (: oh and to all those in uni and poly who are having exams now or are soon, all the best! praying for you all.
all things happen for a purpose. God has a plan for each of us. I believe.
it's gonna be sunday soon...
what's gonna happen after that? i wonder.
(:
hmm it's been a day since o's ended..
but it seems super long! :D
i'm supposed to be happy but i'm sad.
been out shopping the past 2 days. like right after bio paper and the whole of today! for prom that is. heh going for prom is such a stressful thing for me >< dresses are simply not my type! i love shopping(: not for prom tho. oo wells.
i wonder why. i dont wanna be like that.
once prom is over, I'll have plenty of time on my hands to do things that i love doing(: hee. and those will be the days i love! anw, it's abt time i go to bed.. tmr i'm gonna wake up early in the morn to go to my aunt's house to make cream puffs. yummy! :p hee. after that it'll be choir ROD. i'll be seeing my juniors again! after that after that i'm not really sure where i'm going. haha.
i just wanna smile knowing things are gonna be alright.
hope i can wake up tmr! the royal pig's going to bed now! or not so royal. haha. nights!
jia you for o's! we can do it! all the way! loves(:we have come so far.we have done so much.lets reach for the stars.and forever keep in touch!copied from rooney's blog(:
awww. rooney is just so nice(: love her! and the lil shirt was made my uncle jeremy! cute right? hee XD xie xie ni!
bananas with our dearest mandie (:
jeremy and me (x
shuyi.nat.smiles(:
sergeant bubblegum stalker and recruit chewbblegum stalker XD 
haha. rooney u shld thank me! i chose the pic which you look taller in! hahs.
khai.bon.nat
them and me (x
mine! hee.
"It is not goodbye... it's just the beginning of a NEW chapter." Today's graduation day! awww can't believe so fast my 4 yrs in secondary sch is over. so sad. haha i went to sch a lil psycho tho. Jiten said i'm not normal today. hahs who cares. it's the last day afterall. tho we still had lessons before grad ceremony. hmmm so first period was chinese but miss rashidah borrowed 15 mins just to bid the class goodbye. we, girls, got roses from her! so sweet(: hee. and the guys got chocs. it was really nice. then after that we lined up and went down the aisle wishing each other all the best and saying bye. i was okie at first until i reached nadia! she was crying so badly in the end i started too)': i'm really gonna miss my class. so much. we all hugged each other real tightly and cried tgt. to think 2 yrs ago i was complaining that my class wasnt united. haha. we've changed and i'm really proud of tt :D after that, we took lots of pics. whee! photo-taking session! hahaha it was fun XD we were crazy. but my mouth still doesnt ache. heh. i practise smiling everyday. well.. now all the laughing and playing around in class is nothing but memories kept close to my heart. 4 yrs have past. looking back, i have no regrets. and i'm proud to say i'm a bpian(: "once upon a time i was on a crazy adventure, with some crazy people, called BPIANS.."
friends are just quiet angels
who gently lift us to our feet
when we have problem
remembering how to fly
LOVE all my friends!
hee.
(:
all i need now is..
a lil spark of madness!
:(
fractured fairytales?
take me as I am
or not at all
I aint ever gonna
change myself for no one
No compromise
'cos it's my life
It's all or nothing
(:
I come to the cross seeking mercy and grace
I come to the cross where You died in my place
Out of my weakness and into Your strength
Humbly I come to the cross.
Your arms are open, You call me by name
You welcome this child that was lost
You paid the price for my guilt and my shame
Jesus, I come, Jesus, I come
Jesus, I come to the cross.
To write the love of God above would drain the oceans dry..
(:
Is He satisfied? (2)
Is He satisfied with me?
Have I done my best?
Have I stood the test?
Is He satisfied with me?
really pray that as I strive hard for my last lap to o's that I'll continue to walk close to Him and shine for Him! that if today shall be the end and eternity begin... that my Lord will be satisfied.
*for no one can change me, Lord Jesus, but You (:
To all who are doing o's this year or any other major exam, JIA YOU!
Lord, help me.
to do what's right.
to obey.
I pray.
I seriously wonder what's gotten into me.
):
*all i wanna do is find a way back into LOVE
haha. the song has been stuck in my head for days! hopefully after i type it out i'll forget it (x heh.
anw, had fun with the rfg ytd. hee i was in a laughing mood. cldnt sit down to solve the sudoko puzzle so in the end i played with xin ning! cute lil gal XD yay. and in less than an hour's time, i'll be leaving the house for church. gonna be out the whole day! hmmm i gotta study harder. dun feel like i'm gonna take o's soon. this sep hols play soo much >.<>
Thank God for the nice weather today! (:
wo ke yi pei ni qu kan xing xing.
bu yao zai duo shuo ming
wo jiu yao he ni zai yi qi
wo bu xiang you zai yi ci he ni fen li...
random! haha.
Hold on but don't hold on too tight
Let go everything's gonna be alright
Don't run away from what your heart is saying
Be strong and face what you're afraid of
Come on show them what you're made of
I know it's hard when your hope is gone
But you gotta keep holding on
(:
i'm so tired ):
just want to sleep, sleep, sleep.
I'm really sorry.
hee. finally prelims are over!
really thank God for carrying me through this whole period(: it was really encouraging to see a few of us pray before each paper. we're one in the bond of love <3>
yay can take a break! well.. at least before the sep hols start and i got to start mugging again. went out today! really enjoyed myself :D hee hee. it's been some time since i last went out.
whatever the results, i got to rmb to GIVE THANKS!
fun and special. my day(:
so near yet so far...
I've stopped running.
standing at the crossroads.
tell me why do i still dream of you.
TRUST.
a word...
that holds friendships together.
that strenghtens relationships.
that keeps a family bonded.
such a simple word.
yet the meaning so deep.
the significance so great.
I don't want to think anymore :'(
to think.
to hurt.
to laugh.
to cry.
to love.
to feel.
that's life.
indeed, sometimes life can get really tiring. with so many things happening all at the same time. but it's really comforting to know that God is in control! that He never makes mistakes! God's love still stands when all else has fallen.
(:
raised hopes.
failed expectations.
all part and parcel of life.
i hope my dream comes true...
hee hee.
today's one of the happiest days of my life! :D
will continue to pray for those who went to the gospel rally!
i LOVE my church friends!
(:
oh oh oh
'o' levels seem to be coming so soon! >.<
it's only like 39 more days to prelims?!
i need to study hard.
i've got to.
i will.
Jia you to all those who are taking o's this year and everyone else too!
rely on God's strength(:
hmms. bymet outing was fun tho it cld have been btr. maybe update another time. not really in the mood now.
"because you saw me when i was invisible"
JUST BE YOURSELF (:
this was what i learnt during QT today. that being ourselves is the best way to evangelise. sharing your testimony with others, telling them of God's love is the best way we can reach out to them. simply cos it comes from us. so just be yourself :D
not only in this aspect but all the time! each and everyone of us are UNIQUE. no matter how alike we may seem there are still bound to be differences but tt's what makes us ourselves and not merely a replica of someone else. we are all different but God loves every single one of us(: do you love Him?
"..I'm fearfully and wonderfully made.."
(:
hee. today will be a long long day! but i'm sure a very enjoyable one! (x later gna meet em, mor and ah peng for lunch before gg for lesson at the sci centre =) haven't seen em and ah peng for 2 wks alr! i miss them! i think we'll talk talk a lot. knowing us xP after lesson i'm gna east coast to meet amanda, lisa, liling, matthew and amos =D we watching the sun set. hahaha. then we'll go over to lisa's house to sleepover! i'm sure we'll talk talk again. to catch up, to laugh, etc. haha. my mouth will be very tired today XD i'm sure. but there again, it always is everyday la =X heh. really can't wait! but now.... i gotta go study for bio test.
FUN-FILLED DAY (:
use words of kindness, filled with love
that heal and nourish life
(:
You alone are my strength, my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship You
I'm feeling so confused.
I wish i didn't know.
Running away from reality.
I'm sorry.
*Lord, You catch me when i'm falling
hee hee. today i got to talk long long on the phone! it was SUPPOSED to be 2 hrs... but when i put down the phone i looked it was 01.59.16! hahaha. oh wells. maybe next time then try to break the record again. i enjoyed the talk(:
I'll try my best to be who i am(:
Undivided Heart
If i'm to be whom u desire all throughout my life,
A vessel unto honour, Lord, to Thee,
And before Your throne to hear You say that i
have done my part
Lord, i need an undivided heart
C: That i might know You, that i might serve You
That i might worship you as King
To see the Morning Star, to know how great you are,
Lord, i need an undivided heart
If i'm to live in truth and love to glorify Your name
If for a living sacrifice to be.
And to share the joy, the grace and peace- Your
Spirit does impart
Lord, i need an undivided heart
(chorus)
hee. just came back from church camp! really enjoyed and got to know quite a few pple better(: yay. uncle kenneth's messages were very GOOD too! benefitted much from it! Thank God for Him! hmmm mr. McGregor's were a bit cheem tho. at least to me. but i still learnt! with many qns asked XD this whole camp was with baba, mel, en ling, liling they all most of the time. theire such a funny bunch of people really enjoyed myself laughing with them :D
after the camp. everybody left! but our RFG stayed! we're so close! I LOVE MY RFG! YAY(: haha. and i got pushed into the pool by accident. it was kinda fun tho xP really spent a whole lot of time tgt! yupp.
heh. talked about BGR again. i guess it's really impt for the adults to keep reminding the youths and even for us to remind our friends what we really go to church for. is it because of our love for God's Word or to see our friends? food for thought!
Missing camp and everybody!
*Lord, i need an undivided heart
"I'm only a sinner saved by GRACE"
wo ai ni(:
3 simple words that hold such great meaning!
will anyone ever be able to replace you?
AHHHH!!!!
mummy went to wash my battery operated stuff toy by accident and now it's not working anymore!! :( oh wells. I guess i still have to thank her for washing my stuff toys eh? it's about time anw. that i let go.......
hmmm. today was quite okie! finally the last day of sch! X) tho there's still hmwk. but at least dont have to wake up early! (tho mrs. J said we ought to) I'll try. but it's only whether i succeed or not xP yupp. i gotta rush and try to finish all my hmwk before camp *screams* well well. at least there's camp to look forward to. haha. anw....
Here's something meaningful:
The seven wonders of the world are...
1. to see
2. to hear
3. to touch
4. to taste
5. to feel
6. to laugh
7. and to LOVE
simple things we often take for granted are actually wonders!
yay(:
Who am i
Who am i
That the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am i
That the bright and morning
Star would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who i am
But because of what you've done
Not because of what i've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapour in the wind
Still You hear me when i'm calling
Lord, You catch me when i'm falling
And You told me who i am
I'm Yours(:
yay(: we're gonna have another BYMET outing! XD i'm sooo excited! can't wait! hope kor kor can make it on that day x) hee. we'll be going to east coast to watch the sunset then go stay over at Lisa's house! i'm sure we'll have lots of fun reminiscing the times we had together in Cambodia(: reliving the lessons we learnt, talking about the MINI VAN XD hahaha. and spend time catching up on one another's life after being so caught up in sch (amanda, lisa, amos, jordan and i), work (liling) and NS(kor). I love all of you! hee hee. <3
i want so much more than a dream.
time goes on. people change. i hate changes. i really do. so resistant to them. but what can i do? stop people from changing? no that's not within my control. i've just gotta get used to it. hurt is inevitable. you'll feel hurt initially but after a while you'll just get numb to it. won't even feel anything anymore. the people themselves who change dont really know it i guess. i mean i dont think they want to change on purpose.
It takes 2 to keep a friendship going! and the strongest friendship is based on TRUST . yay(: hee.
it must be things that happen that change them. the saddest part of all is these people are my close friends. you know what. maybe i'm the one who has changed. i really dunno. not that i want too. oh wells. whatever. i shall not care. you know what. true friends never drift apart. they never do. a test of our friendship.
sweet it is to sit before thee
sweet to hear thy blessed voice
sweet to worship and adore thee
for our hearts in thee rejoice (:
hee. looking forward to wed!
and SS outing on thurs!
this time it'll be my turn! XD
i dun care! haha.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean living.'"
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!
hee.. thought that this was really meaningful!
something i really wanna share!
Thank you Lord for the strength You have been giving me! =D
*Jesus is the answer for the world today!
leaning, trusting, never wavering
yes, that's what i shall do.
the key to happiness: JESUS
laughter =)
madness XD
hohoho!
i suddenly thought how much i'll miss you...
there are many things in life that I'll never be able to comprehend
all I can do is to trust my Lord's leading hand
you make me wonder..
wonder about life..
Does your life have a purpose?
are you living meaningfully?
If yes, what are you living for?
haha.. also dunno why i change skin! jus felt bored bah.. dun really like the skin only like the stars falling?? haha dunno la.. dun like the words but it's okie still can la =) haha.. kae. next hol zai blog ba. jia you everyone! take care! XD
whee~ it's back to school tmr! haha.. i can't wait! surprised eh? cos for the pass few days i've been staying home.. dying of boredom soon >.< but mummy say maybe today we going cycling or swimming! HAPPY :D after tt go for dinner with some of them b4 gg prayer mtg! woots~
oo ya! ytd went down for a walk.. it was so cooling downstairs. so nice... :) but the best part was i saw *stars*!!!! hee.. i just love the stars. give me an inexpressible feeling. how nice if can lie on the beach and look at the stars! I won't bother sleeping if tt's the case! xP
one day! wonder when....
argh.. blogger has a prob.. keep erasing part of my post..
yea. so i act said in my last post that this will most prob be my last post till the next sch hols. unless i get to use in sch which i doubt so. yupp.. so all the best pple in the yr ahead! jia you (:
ahhh.. sch's starting like in 18 hrs time!! >.<>
Lord give me the strength i need for the yr ahead.
Amen.
WHEE~
hee.. had BYMET outing ytd! =D
we cycled from east coast to Changi Village.
IT WAS GREAT FUN! XD
esp on the way back when it rained xP
pictures taken on the way there...
Our lunch at Changi Village...
yupp.. and that's the end!
The wonderful memories i had today cnt be captured by the camera alone!
They'll be etched deeply in my heart!
BYMET'06 forever!
=)
wow.. like i finally found time to blog. my hols are fully packed! i just found out that there are more things to be done! and have to start with revision soon!! oh no..
God, take my hand and lead me through...
I pray..
*Letting Him take control of my life
feeling totallylost
Lord.. take control of my life
in Your way and will..
Jesus is the answer
for the world today!
above Him there's no other,
Jesus is the way!
*GRINS*
boo! i'm finally blogging again! XD
just came back from YC! and i'm missing it alr x) It was really enjoyable and very enriching! learnt many precious lessons and i really pray that i'll apply them in my daily life!
Cambodia was real fun! =D i actually like the life there! so carefree =) I miss cambodia!!
aww..
well... what i feel abt the cambodia trip and YC cannot be expressed in words alone but i just wanna say i really had a great time! Thank God that i was able to survive everything! and thank you so much BYMET'06! and also all my dear bros and sis'-in-Christ! yupp.. not forgetting the speaker for YC- brother harold summers =) real gd speaker. and the organisers of BYMET'06- miss wai fann xP jie jie ming ann and wei hong!
Calvary, in step with Christ
Willingly He came to this world
walked and talked with sinners young and old
love that He showed, love that He gave
love that brought Him to Calvary
Calvary, the place where i will never e'er forget
at the cross where righteousness
and mercy truly met
it was there at the cross
My Saviour gave His life
He gave the greatest gift at the cross
Following the steps of my Lord
letting Him take control of my life
in His way, in His will
my Lord, i pray, change me within
Calvary, the place where i will never e'er forget
at the cross my Saviour gave His precious life for me
my heart will be thy throne, my life is wholly thine
teach me, change me and mould me
in thy will
for all through my life
through pain or tears or joy
i pray that Christ is always seen in me
Calvary, the place where i will never e'er forget
at the cross my saviour gave His precious life for me
my heart will be thy throne, my life is wholly thine
change me, teach me and mould me
in thy will
change me, teach me and mould me
in thy will
=)
hoho!! i'm off to cambodia soon! whee~ XD well.. i used to have mixed feelings. felt excited yet scred now jus excited =) so tt means i won't be blogging for a long long time! cos after BYMET trip is YC! yeah! can't wait! i'll miss all of you! take gd care yea?? hugs! =))
A question to ask yourself.. this proves how well you know me.
Where do i like to go when I am sad?
hee.. ytd played with the jia's from 7pm-11pm!
I carried jiayi soo many times! XD
loveee themm!!
sooo tired today.
so off i go to bed now!
nights..
=)
well well.. today was really an adventurous day!! XD haha.. first thing in the morn went to make IC with emily =) both of us tgt still okie la hor. i think if i go alone i'll be like what to do??? heh. den after that i went to bugis. cos gg to meet kor and jordan at national library at 12. but i reach bugis tt time only 10 lor. cos go make IC early mahz den not so many pple. so went to grab a bite first. den i was completely lost! cos i had no idea where the library was? so anyhow walk lor. walk to 7-eleven. den realised i brought my china friends there last time! haha.. den anyhow turn den saw the building. i tot look like national library (cos daddy drove past b4) den jus walk towards it... and alas! i saw the national library sign partially hidden by the bushes! haha.. boy! was i relieved! den i saw so many security guards and police arnd i was so terrified! haha.. i din dare to go in. den finallyone of the nice guards ask me you wanna go in? haha and i was like screaming yes inside!! xP den go in le more police and security guards!! *faints* i dunno what to do then i anyhow go 7 floor. what lee kong chian reference lib. smth liddat la. den i dunno what to do so go toilet call em. den she say cnt go do hmwk there. -.- den i came out. den i see like the guy guarding the place so scary i was so freaked out. den scared he think i'm up to smth if i go back into the toilet. but i really dunno go where mahz. so i go 1 floor down den go in to the toilet agn. haha.. u must be thinking am i mad or smth eh.. =P was totally lost! >.<>not to mention police and security guards! so i tried gg to B1 where the bookdrop was. and den i saw sooooo many books! i finally found my way! haha.. as usual police everywhere. den check my bag den let me walk thru tt sensor thingy. everytime i walk thru it beeps la! i dunno y tho.. i found a cosy spot sat down and started my hmwk. den kor and jordan told me they'll be late. so i say reach le den call me. den they reach le kor call me say meet at hans. haha.. i usually dun go there.... so u can guess i was lost agn! hee.. so glad i asked the right person. she so nice la =)) bring me all the way to hans. den she started asking me if i watch tv or read newspaper, know why today there so many police anot. den i look and her and flash a smile. haha.. cos the obvious ans is no!! ^^ yea. den she told me the reason and tt is bcos george bush's wife would be visiting! so she's nice to lead me all the way to hans. den i saw kor and jordan and guess what they say they wan to go into the library. -.-''' i jus got out... jordan was super funny can?? he say act right this is the most dangerous place to be today! bcos if terrorist wanna bomb sure bomb there. haha.. den he still arrange to meet there. xP den i had to go thru the checking of bag and tt thing beeped agn when i walked thru. argh! haha.. den when we went den go see bks. library mah. so i speak softly lor. den both of them cnt hear me. haha.. see! i can be soft when i wan to! xP afterwards, kor found a super funny book on the seat. den we all keep laughing and laughing esp jordan!! so loudly summore! aha.. den the woman look at us with tt kind of look @.@ i initially called her an old woman den kor say later she ask u y u call her tt ar.. haha i was whispering tho. yupp.. it was real funny imagine the 3 of us seating on tt comfy chair laughing like anything. and i knocked my head on the glass! ouch! haha.. laugh until din feel the pain XD after tt we left macs.. kor wanted to eat. when leaving the lib, jordan said, "where's laura??" like looking for his girlfriend like tt lor, his tone. at macs kor ate his food and i ate my sundae x) jordan took some fries from kor.. haha. den jordan called auntie wai fann ask her how's the design she say dun wan so complicated. soooo.. in the end, design agn lor. haha.. jordan and his drawing. kor said, " i saw tt coming". we all started laughing agn! so finally we did the design and auntie wai fann kinda approved. so yea. we took 61 to queensway. go find the shop. ask them how much, how long they take to print, etc. and den we accomplished our task! alas! den after tt go back to mrt station. den.... haha. jus like tt lor. den after tt i reach home le! by then dou 630 le. haha.. what an adventure! XD
ohh ya.. and i keptwanting to go toilet cos i drank so much water. sorry guys!! >.<
something's bothering me.. but i shall leave it as it is.
trying to sort my thinking out.
so much to do, so little time!!!
ahhhh.. when will my pile of hmwk ever go down?! i'm gna faint le la! so much hmwk! so many things to do! hmmm.. tmr got choir in the morn den after tt got comm mtg to finalize things.. after tt go somewhere find somebody, dun tell ur who xP you'll find out soon!! yea. den thurs go make IC with em in the morn then go meet kor and jordan discuss abt cambodia tee n come up with new design! n bring it for printing.. dunno how we are gna rush everything. on fri got choir agn in the morn.. den afternoon come back pia hmwk lor. what to do. got soooo much! ='( den on sat must be at auntie wai fann's house by 9am to finalise some stuff and pack clothes i think (for the cambodia children (= ). and wei hong told us that we wld have to prepare for some BS topics. like how am i gna do tt?? Lord, give me the strength i need!! after that YP outing to sembawang park! whoa.. we gna have dinner tgt XD hee.. nice nice! and on sun.. morn worship, den SS den evening singing for gospel service. see..... my days are packed! i'm finally free on mon! but all my free days spent on doing hmwk. oh wells.. -.- den tues got choir agn and wed is ROD party le!! hope everything will go smoothly n really pray for gd weather =)) it's gna be fun! and thurs i btr start packing for the cambodia trip. cos i'm leaving on fri! fast hor... like so many days like tt. but.. soon everything will be over de lor.
wo yi ding yao cheng xia qu! ^^
so much to do, so little time...
our day at sentosa.... ^^
nii and nat x)
soo min and i! so sweet right?? aww.. ^^
morsha and i! best friends on earth and best friends above! =)
heh. where am i? u mus be thinking.. taking the pic la! =D.jpg){kind=spacer}
hee.. the water so clear wors! =) guess who's feet?? haha..
cheese! XD
after lunch.. full mah. so need to exercise. climb up xP
soo min and silly weini =P
after a day's work.. blur and tired us >.< haha.. today may have been tiring but there was definitely very enjoyable! XD a day filled with lots of laughter! hee.. with all of us there! it was like a committee mtg. but it really helped us to get to know each other better and bond =)) right?? haha.. everybody's like super funny.. den our sillyness or whatever make us laugh more. we managed to get quite a lot done! *grins* and today was not jus a comm mtg to us but an outing too! woots~ love u pple!! XD *muackz* whoops! =P
haiz.. yet again. m i stupid or dumb? always believing too easily.. i refuse to think that i actually was being lied to. i really don't want to. but ___ jus proving it to me again and again. i don't know. i really dunno.
hee.. looking forward to tmr! where the choir committee is gg to sentosa to plan for ROD party and do invitation cards for the sec 4's! XD weini, mor and i will be bringing cameras.. haha.. means many photos will be uploaded tmr or tues. i hope x) yupp... pray that there will be good weather tmr! woots~ can't wait!
probably it's jus me being both stupid and dumb. kae. i shall jus forget abt everything and not bother anymore! yea!
i'm not supposed to give up but i think i am..
woots~ i just love my blogskin! hahha.. soo cute!
pooh!i love pooh!
XD
向对方表白就好比是一个赌注，不是成为一对恋人，要不就连朋友都当不成，在这之间再也没有周旋的余地，如同硬币，一但掷出，不是正面，就是反面。还有其他路走了吗？
I REALLY DUN CARE ANYMORE!
i'm not gna bother myself over anything alr.EXCEPT with my homework... >.<
lalalala..
whatever...
this morn started off quite badly so i shall not talk abt it..
kae. so this morn had choir. dunno for what reason, the AVA was so hot and stuffy! >.<>
after that weini wan go walk walk.. so mor mor and i pei ta. den dunno what we doing also. walk up and down, up and down. hahaha.. comical la =P den nii was like what are we doing?? den mor and i say dunno. ahhh den.. mor suggested go take neoprints! hee(: wee! we had so much fun both taking pics and decorating! wahahha.. if got time i upload the neoprints xP
yupp yupp.. tt's abt it! =))
hee.. today met em in the morn to go to woodlands regional library supposedly to borrow hong lou meng- got to read it for hol hmwk u see. so we finally found the bk after much difficulty, we flipped thru it and even discussed how to pass the bk arnd and finish our project. so glad tt it was settled i requested em to follow me to the children's section! to relive my childhood.. hahaha! =P
so when i finally found the bks tt i used to read.... we decided to go borrow the bks. i asked em to use her card and we tried so we placed hong lou meng on the blue part and it said, "this bk cnt be borrowed pls ask for assistance." so i tried with my card, this time with the bks i wanted to borrow first. i managed to! but... when it came to hong lou meng.. wahahah, cnt! >.< den smth caught my eye! small red font on the book which stated 'not for loan'! -.-''' ahaha.. so we gave up lorhs.. den go cwp wan go shop shop den so qiao ry called em and min called me. yue hao go watch 'sinking of japan' =) so we parted and went separate ways. awww.. sound so sad rite? =( haha..
yupp.. and then i was with min! =)) first we went to burger king den say dun wan la. haha.. so go LJS den we sat down le den we say btr go buy ticket first. so we went up and bought the tickets. den we ate upstairs. uh huh uh huh.. den go watch movie le!
haha.. smth so embarrassing happened can?! den min keep laughing at me! x( haha.. it all started like tt. when we went into the cinema i found out tt there was this guy sitting at my seat ( he sit until very comfortable summore). and so i felt bad to ask him to stand but me being such a blur tot we had to sit at the seats we chose so... with much courage i told him he was sitting at the wrong place. and he was like oh really? i asked him what he's seat was and he said B11 i told him this is C11. and he immediately apologised n got to his seat. ya.. den i turned arnd n min gave me tt kinda huh? look. so i said what? she say got so many seats arnd y u chase him away? haha.. and then i looked to my left n she looked to her right and i realised the whole row was ours can? den we looked at each other n started laughing super loudly la! XD haha.. i felt so bad >.<>
then during the movie.. we started laughing non-stop agn x) there was this part where the lead actress was gg to kiss the lead actor but dun dare den try a few times. den this 2 old man sitting diagonally behind min and i said in hokkien i dunno what la. den min keep laughing until i started den later she told me they said," wah! japan gna sink le still can sit here kiss kiss!" lol. it was super funny la. and another round of laughter started! xP
the show was okie only la. not say very nice but it really taught me how impt life is and the power of love. it was really sad seeing all the pple die due to earthquakes in japan. sheng ming shi duan zhan de, yi ding yao hao hao zhen xi! felt that it means more when said in chi.. and what is life without Jesus? nth! and hor.. when see how the guy was willing to sacrifice his life all bcos of the gal he loves super touching la ='( or shld it be =')
after the show ended, min and i walked arnd cwp. walking, talking and trying clothes at the same time! hahaz.. had nice nice talk =)) but.. cnt tell u! all TOP SECRET! xP yupp yupp.. only min and i know. rite min? hee.. had fun trying shoes and sun glasses too! girls! XD tt's us!
uh huh.. tt's abt it! long day, tiring but nevertheless so enjoyable! =)
i love min! <3
of cos emmie too! (:
everybody la!
heehee.. :P
i'm not worth by what i can do or how well i can perform but by the very fact that i'm natalie.a child of God =)
Have you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened gift.... Thrown away. Life is not a race. Do take it slower Hear the music Before the song is over.
1 november ... by today. cnt slack mus be serious! yupp.. and that's abt it for today! to all those talking a's.. hope ur first paper was okie. i'm praying for all of you =)
today woke up early reach sch by 8am go help mrs chiu pack things ( our sch is moving to a holding site). haha.. it was fun! mrs chiu is sooo cute.. funny tcher XD then dunno why all the teachers listen to her de. haha.. then mr tay ar. still play with the bubble wrap.. n ask me if i wan play anot -.- then i gave him tt kinda look and he said eee yer.. mei you tong nian de =P hahahaha.. is bcos tong nian shi hou wan tai duo le ma! after that arnd 10am suppose to go for choir. but.... all our venues all taken up by some lessons and courses. in the end i think arnd 1030am liddat den start. ya. learnt the hungarian song today x) hee.. it was so hilarious! all of us cnt hear how our instructor pronounce and all dunno how to spell. really remind me of the way we learnt khmer ( what the cambodians speak ). heh. after choir came home n slept! without eating lunch tt is. sooo tired >.<
2 november
happy birthday, cherlene!! =) haha.. this morn was suppose to go with daddy to go make ic. but was too lazy to wake up so in the end slp lor. i'm a pig u see eat n slp a LOT! yay! today gna help in church agn x) but today is the afternoon session. i'm sure i'm gna enjoy agn =) it's a real joy to serve the Lord! but b4 i leave the house i got to do my hol hmwk! hope to finish...
that's me! after my haircut! hee.. can tell?? if not.. nvm xP hahaha..
THANK YOU, HUITING! =)) for sending me the pics.. haha. and tt standing beside me is her!
Woots! here are some pics from ytd! 
This was me at the beginning of ytd..
sleepy..
the one beside me is mor..
seemingly sian...0.jpg)
amanda and i =) dreamy gal..
me! HIGH! x)
7 gals & 1 guy.. haha
haha.. me together with the chairman
& vice-chairman of 3L1!
some more to come! Jiten send to me! hee.. xP
took pics with our seniors too! but i dun have it..
hopefully, either grace, sue yee or alex can send to me(:
BPGHS! woots~
It's so nice..
to have a shoulder to lean on..
Whose can i lean on..
i wonder..
on wednesday i was doing QT and the passage i was suppose to read was Philipians 3:7-16. It reminded me of the sports day we had and the theme was "PRESS ON TO THE FINISHING LINE". but that night it felt so real to me. in V8 it says.. What is more, i consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake i have lost all things. i consider them rubbish that i may gain Christ.. and following in V10 it says.. I want to know Christ and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His suffering, becoming like Him in His death. It led me to think of how far i am from that goal, i, as a christian should have. but V12 says.. not that i have already attained, or am already perfected; but i press on. it really served as an encouragement and yes, i press on! to all those out there who have yet to know the Lord, this is what He has done for us...
John 3:16
For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life.
Christ died on the cross to cleanse each and everyone one of us. We are wicked and sinful. We need a Saviour. Believe in the Lord today!
=)
hee.. that's us at one of the YP outings(: the one where the S2's were in charge.. haha. nice rite? xP at botanic gardens. yay! this YP outing i'm not gna miss it! it'll be the wk b4 the BYMET grp is leaving for cambodia. so excited can't wait to go!! hee.. i'm gna be bz.. got lots of hol hmwk.. and choir practices. and also need to plan ROD party. den gna help out for some BAMK kindergarten thing on 1 and 2 nov i think. and by 24 nov i'll be off to cambodia XD all the way to 3 dec! come back next day go YC! =D hee.. nice eh?? envy me.. lol. after that come back i'm gna catch up on slp. and off i go to malaysia agn with my family =) haha.. come back just in time for christmas(: oo ya.. i mus go out with my bananas too!! and yat kah n fang hui! not forgetting a sleepover with my darling jie ^^ haha.. now u know what i mean by busy? hahahaha.. so happy! he's considering on gg to yc!! x) lalala.. i'll continue to pray! one day he'll be restored.. to all those out there who still have to sit for o's or a's, JIA YOU! YOUR CAN DO IT DE! =) my kors, jie, min, mel, maria, merv, wy, cherie, kerriann, lois, amos, darius, lisa, liling, turtle, grace, all choir seniors and many many more! hee.. rmb ur in my prayers^^ love u pple! <3
THANK YOU GOD!for You never fail to amaze mefor Your mercies never ceasefor always being with mefor everything... =)
hee.. today had interhouse netball! =)) swu san, wan ying, tanya and i played for blue house.. not enough pple =( act is nobody wanna join.. oh wells. haha.. but in the end we still won!! XD at least i think we won red house. purple house not sure. they say purple house won but weini ( who's in purple house) told swu san and i tt she counted and act we won! haha.. anw, it's just a game =) nice game.... love netball xP rushed for choir after that. it ended quite early .. hee.. fun day........ =)
hee.. jus watched high school musical! XD it is a super nice show la! so so so nice.. haha! really enjoy watching it =) thx mor! heh. mor and i are in the mood to watch movies! hee.. we went to each other's house today borrow CD's to watch.. haha. cool eh? it's super shoik la. BUT... tmr we are resuming lessons!!!! haha.. cnt slack le. nxt yr sec 4, O level >.<
we're all in this together =))
love to take longer baths when i'm sad.. why? i really dunno.. prob cos got more time to myself? hmmm.. jus prefer to do tt.. dunno what's got into me. i'm not me after a talk with... start thinking abt a lot of things.. THINK! THINK! THINK! your brain burst then you know! >.<>
yipee! tmr there's rfg! =D and we're having BBQ at my place.. yay! looking forward to tmr........ =)
today i went out with mor and mei =) went to J8. we had lunch at swensens.. ONLY THE THREE OF US. suddenly while we were going to order the food i saw lucas. haha.. msged him asked him what he was doing there. he said after sch go there walk walk later go library. haha.. so i tot wah so qiao and din think much of it. little did i know.. while i was eating.. FIVE people and a BIG CAKE appeared. hahaha.. my 2 dis, jet and lucas, my jie, amanda, and darling hui min and faith x) hee.. was so touched. thx mor and mei! xP love both of you lots!! and subsequently kor kor came too! haha.. we all ate so much! i hardly had any space left for the cake. haha.. and we kept getting chased here and there. everywhere also cnt eat MY BDAE CAKE. haha.. mus be bcos it's mine den cnt rite.. lol. we all took pics and had fun! so HAPPY! sad.. jet left when we had enough of the cake. jie and faith left at 4 liddat. den min left near 5.. i think. only left lucas, kor, mor, mei and i.. we walk here walk there and finally decided to go home. haha.. carried the (1.9kg - what we ate) cake home.. heh. not me. first kor helped me den mor helped me. feel so bad >.<
THANK YOU LORD! =)
I'm real sorry i can't cheer you up.. and i dunno how to. i might not be much of an encouragement and things i say may jus make things worse. i may not respond while u're talking but i can always assure you i'm hearing. i may not always agree with you but i'll agree tt we disagree. dun be so frustrated. dun put so much pressure on yourself. learn to let God and let go. it definitely isn't easy but i'm praying. for both u and her. promise me that you won't be so bothered by all this but learn to commit everything to God. let this be how God chastens you and allow you to grow spiritually. He put you thru this cos he knows you can overcome it =) different things have different importance to different people let us learn how not to think that our problems are more significant then others. we all have different needs and only God can supply to our needs. have faith. ever trusting, never wavering. huggs! lova ya! i'll be here when you need someone.. anytime. jus a phone call away.
hee.. today was real nice! =) i really enjoyed myself with the bananas! we went ice skating.. hee. my first time! heh. but din fall as much as i expected to. 3 times only. haha.. we held hands to skate so FUN! XD the pple there so pro made me so scared but i still enjoyed all the same.. sure got pple protect me xP hee.. my legs really hurt after tt. the skates left a mark on my leg. haha.. ouch >.< thanks to all who wished me happie bdae! appreciate it lots! i'll never forget this day... hee =)
Woots! the exams are over! tralalalalalala.. haha! finally! i can enjoy =) at least for the next 3 days? hee.. marking days!
11 oct..
going ice skating with the bananas! heh. my first time xP wonder what it'll be like.. hee. looking forward!
12 oct..
supposedly going out with mei and mor XD still haven't plan go where.. hahaz.
13 oct..
slack at home =D redo a maths eoy >.< dental appt.
haha.. shall update more another day! byeee... x)
today went to church as usual but had creche duty.. the children were so lovely =) just love them! ryan sang love love love the Lord love the Lord your God all by himself! haha.. even his mum was surprised. kids. are. simply. adorable!! =D woots.. enjoyed myself taking care of them.. sam n mor helped too. hee.. after that went for breakfast, nth much happened. ate with mor and sam as usual. and with both my dis =) talked, laughed, etc. after that had ss, the shortest ss lesson. hymn 5 from hymns of faith! guess it says it all.. heh. after ss we gathered downstairs as usual.. got to bao bao samson.. hee! haven't done that in a long long time.. auntie gek took pics. nice nice.. after that, jet's family and my family went to uncle liang hwee's house for lunch. the pizza and spaghetti were yummy xP haha.. and yes! i got to play with my darling jia le! xD she's so super cute la! and her eng is superb.. dunno why. haha.. jia rui called me desperate cos i needed to use the toilet. lol. he's only like 5 and a half? i think. really enjoyed myself playing with all the kids. real tiring tho >.<
KIDS! I JUST LOVE THEM! xD
although it sometimes seems to us
our prayers have not been heard,
God always knows our every need
without a single word.
And He will not forsake us
even tho the way seems steep,
For always He is near to us
a tender watch to keep.
And in good time He'll answer us
and in His love He'll send
greater things than we have asked,
and blessings without end.
so tho we do not understand why trouble comes to man,
can we not be contented,
just to know it's God's plan?
- Helen Steiner Rice
This really encouraged me a lot! reminded once again that God has a plan for each and every single one of us =) and tho some things that happen really caused me to feel very discouraged.. he has placed friends in my life who have really encouraged me and cheered me up! thx kor and di! =D
today auntie geok kim sent a msg.. telling us (my ss class) to learn to speak less and listen more. only den will we realise that we are actually not very gracious in our speech. well.. gotta learn if got nth gd to say keep quiet! use your words to encourage and edify..
tmr sch start le.. m i ready?? haha.. i suppose so. hols were so short so i din really get myself into hol mood so still ok la. haha.. anw, all the best to those taking prelims! and soon o's and a's! jia you pple! =)
bananas rock! =)
it is nice to know that you are trusted by others any yet.. it always ends up that you'll treasure the person more than the person treasures you. you've always got to take the initiative. it can be real tiring. you wanna keep the friendship going but the other person doesn't care. only if u talk to them will they talk to you. if not we'll just be left to drift. sigh. jus like it takes 2 hands to clap it takes 2 to keep a friendship going too. oh wells.. whatever. if they dun treasure you for who you are den what's the pt.
if you're not gna care there's nth i can do... haiz.
hmmm.. guess this will be my last post in a long long time. only can use com during sch hols. oh wells.. lemme concentrate better on my studies =) it's real nice when pple confide in you.. at least you know you can be trusted. that's what crossed my mind when pple confide in me.
aww mann.. feeling so sick. feel like throwing up. yuck.
so tired. tmr still got dental appointment and choir =(
i've got to be well...
haha.. today had 3 injections!! what to do.. go cambodia sure need de. it was ok la. haha.. i was brave! i did not run away.. in fact i was so relaxed =) at least i appeared calm tho i was kinda scared inside. lol. it happened within seconds! my hands are feeling kinda numb now.. hurts quite a bit but still ok. hee.. after injection went to untied square eat ya kun kaya toast with amanda, liling and lisa. yum yum x) and now.. i'm home! so tired.. feel like sleeping. everyday got to wake up early.. sian. i can finally sleep in tmr!! xP woots! heex.. ytd went to the zoo! =D haha.. had educational lesson there and we were free to roam.. lol. was tiring but fun x) took quite a lot of pics but sad can't upload them.. oh wells. maybe next time....
sigh! why must all things fall on sat?? sian.. this sat there's netballers lunch n i cnt go! =( have cambodia mtg.. i really wanna go la. i mean after evrything we all bond so much den now got gathering i cnt go. really very sad.. wel, if i were to think it's just a lunch probably it'll help.. i wish it would. hopefully there'll be one the next time round. wanna be able to make it. act i'm considering which one to go for.. tho i know clearly which one i shld be at. oh wells.. guess i shld not consider at all. den today see someone so sad.. haiz. i really wanna cheer u up but i'm jus so bad at that. pple change.. i guess u have too. i jus gotta learn to accept it. but i really hope to see u smiling..... aye.
after the last official match.. we decided to take some pics:
we were supposed to look tired.. haha.
guess we were in high spirits cos we won! =D
this is us ACTING tao..
i think only von, klo and i look tao la! lol.
NOT acting cute.. we are cute xP
sittin' on top of the world...
goal!!! hahaha..
netballers of bethesda amk =)
ahhh.. klo and i were tortured.. looking spastic
ah niangs.. heh
superman!!
reachin' for the sky..
this is us after the last last match.. dead >.<
ooo.. we're alive again! -.-'''
see the younger ones.. they'll be future bethesda
amk netballers x)
and that's all...
had a wonderful day ytd! thank God for the good weather =)
and for all the encouragement shown.. love u guys lots!!
I totally enjoyed myself today!! =)
too much to say. more to come......
this is my team...
our backs and our names.. lol.
candid shot! xP
anw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KOR!! =D
nice rite?? xP hee..
hee.. today had 6B gathering! woots! it was so fun la! haha.. let's see.. mw, gab, mor, joc, jas, sher, candice, jm, yy,nx, aud, tj, hj and i met for lunch. we ate at pizza hut and mw gave us a treat. hee.. THANK YOU! =) so funnie.. teachers' day teacher give treat. lol. after tt we went to watch the devil wears prada. the show ok ok only la. haha.. after the show ended den lina came. a bit late la hor. heh.. after that we walked arnd jurong pt. talk n walk. crap a lot. sher ar become so lame la. joc become so slow. jas become so naggy. me? nv change =) hee.. laughed a lot a lot! =D heh. after that slowly one by one left. joc, jas, sher and i went to lot 1 to take neoprints! =)) mor n gab went home first.. tired mahz. haha.. actually i also felt quite tired. but i mean how often do we go out together?? the neoprints turned out so nice x) cos all of us bian mei le xP hee.. fun la! den later they went ajisen to eat. i had dinner at home so i watched them eat. talk and laugh a lot. found out abt what's gg on in each other's lives. i love u guys! hee.. took nice pics x) continued talking on the bus ride home. like can talk so much liddat. amazing eh? the bond, the connection.. whoa! friends forever!! =) huggs! saw dit at lot 1 with his gf.. haha. his internet down so he din see the email. sad. i'm sure if he saw he'll go la. it's ok. next time k? hee.. 6B rocks and will always do! =D anw, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to mw!! tmr netball match le. what if i can't shoot?? sigh. nvm. i'll jus do my best! =)
so sad.. ytd din have watch gathering after all. only wen jie n i stayed back la. sian. we were really very like whatever la. but found out today tt they thought it was canceled. hmm.. i wonder who told them tt. they tot canceled den everybody go home after sch.. it's ok. will try to organise one agn =) this time i hope everyone can make it! today was quite fun.. ther's day celebrations.. short day =D hee.. concert quite nice. after tt had food delight eat like a pig xP eat eat eat.. saw many ex-bpians today! woots! they all say i grew taller. lol x) nice to see them back. a pity i got no more pri sch to go back to. i mean all my tchers left le go back also no meaning but it's ok tmr got P6 class gathering. n i'm sure this isn't canceled. yea.. after tcher's day celebration had choir com mtg. so hard to choose new members lor. all the sec2's not bad den is too quiet. how?? ms ong and ms lee got quite diff perception of com members so kinda difficult to choose also. sianz.. prefer ms ong to be in charge. sshh.. dun tell ms lee >.< ms ong suggested this yr ROD go sentosa! woots! she say she go sun tan with us xP fun mann.. as long as b4 the cambodia trip no prob! hee.. nice nice =) anw, now weather so nice. wan go slp. eat n slp like pig horz? haha.. tt's what i am xD
hee.. had a nice long talk with emily jus now =) talked abt so many things.. all our thoughts and feelings that we've kept inside for so long is finally out.. haha. Emily and I are kinda replicas of each other. haha.. same thoughts, same feelings.. we dun have to spell things out and yet understand how each other's feeling. nice isn't it? hee.. talked to Sherlyn over the phone jus now too! after so long... it's real nice to know that there's still the bond, the connection btwn us after 3 yrs! friendship is a blessing.. treasure each and every friend around you! =) that's what i love to do.. LOVE my friends! yipee! this fri gonna have 6B gathering! after sooo loong.. quite many of them confirm le.. not bad ar. 6B unite!! lol. hopefully mw can make it. we going to watch movie together. eat lunch too. catch up on each other's lives. i miss those days.. haha. anw, today was quite a fun day! i mean sch was boring as usual but my classmates were so entertaining. lol. gd or bad? hmm.. tt i dunno. jia xin and russell.. 204 boys.. super jokers.. xD [ laughs ] lame but real funny. brought a lot of laughter to the class. and today we were taught how to understand and appreciate our friends better.. how nice.. =)) I miss obs! where we could kayak and enjoy God's wonderful creation. where everything was back to basics, where we were always surrounded by nature.. haha. yea. jus miss all the fun and adventure. heex.. tmr got DA GAMA gathering!! woots! xP smilez.. FRIENDS just brighten up your lives x) there's one friend that we cannot live without and that is the Lord Jesus. He is my forever friend..
wow....
Dreams come true..........
Pooh is simply cute!
FRIENDS FOREVER!
BIG HUG!
Aww.. so sweet..
I wish upon a star... SIMPLY CUTE! =))
Each day we learn from yesterday
Of God's great love and care;
And every burden we must face
He'll surely help us bear.
God allows trials in our lives not to impair us but to improve us. =)
tho my heart is filled with sadness and my eyes filled up with tears i will jus place my life in God's hands and let Him carry me thru...
so many thoughts...
so many feelings..
inexpressible..
kept inside..
bottled up.
OBS! my watch was called DA GAMA! Woots! we were mobile.. they did a switch =P haha.. in my watch there was LiYi, Avril, Wen Jie, Joel, Bernard, Dinah, Wani, Ummu, Amirah, Grace, Brian, Damian, Adly, Sarahot (lol.. that's what she wants to be called) and of cos me! initially i din know anyone but over the 5 days we got to know each other much better i believe =) they are super fun loving pple to be with! all so enthu and high.. LOL. but all very encouraging too! our instructor jonathan is a super lame guy. hong kong guy. haha.. crack super lame jokes but we still laugh! He rocks! haha.. but he keeps saying dun lost ur things ok? n we love to correct him. he also calls us da gamat instead of da gama. lol. but it definitely brought abt lots of laughter =D the first day when we started OBS i felt kinda disappointed cos the activities were not as fun as i thot they would be. simple games but i learnt a lot from them as i look back now. i've learnt how to gain trust from others and how to trust others. it seem easy to say but the process is not as easy as it seems. We also learnt from another game how to expect the unexpected.. they taught a lot abt how to face life and i'm enlightened now! dinner time.. we had to cook in the dark.. so we ate uncooked rice and food. YUCK! x( so sad.. at nite couldn't slp tho. maybe not tired enuff.. haha.. next day FUN was jus beginning.. haha. we woke up early unpitched our tents and set off for camp 1.. (we were at camp 2) we had to prepare all that we needed for the next 3 days cos we wereb't going back anymore. we carried the SUPER HEAVY backpack and hiked. we reached there much faster den expected. we sand along the way to pass time. our watch was slowly starting to bond =) when we reached camp 1 we went rock climbing! haha.. i did buddy rock climbing with Wen Jie. my hands and legs not long enuff in the end take so long to do but we still reached the top =) DA GAMA guided me and encouraged me. real nice. during rock climbing was also the time wenjie became my "kor kor". haha.. they say when we rock climb look like kor kor and mei mei. felt very glad for some of them cos despite their fear of heights they still climbed to the top. all the way DA GAMA! after that we went to learn how to kayak. we had to do the capsize drill while it was drizzling so it was kinda cold.. brr. was so scared like who likes to capsize? what if we get stuck in the kayak? haha.. end up it was ok. i mean there's always a first time to everything rite? poor wen jie lost his specs while doing demo.. we had to rush a lot but at least we din have to cook our own dinner.. haha. got cooked food this time round! still kept waking up in the middle of the nite. slept on some muddy area.. hard to slp la. haha.. so fast 3rd day le. we had land ex. today! walk so LONG! my back nearly broke ok?! the bag made my shoulders so painful.. i wan massage! hahaz.. we got lost halfway and suddenly.. SPLAT! a bird shit on my head!!!!! ahhhh.. my instructor said i was lucky cos the bird that shit on my head was a bird that i was rarely seen. like riggghhttt.. i got to lead my watch and in the process learnt how to navigate. not bad eh? haha.. jkjk. that day we din get to bathe but the sea breeze was enuff. it really cooled us down and it started to get cold... did centriduty(i think that's how u spell it) with grace, wenjie and joel. sat under the starlight.. haha and got to know each other btr and of cos do our duty. found out the guys in our watch all so guai.. love their siblings so much de, dun use vulgarities, help the gals.. great! we could see changi airport from where we were. we missed civilization! haha.. what do u expect? we had to pee on the beach, in the woods.. [shudders] managed to read the daily bread after centriduty while waiting for avril ang liyi to come back. =) haha.. that nite was nice with the sea breeza but i still woke up in the middle of the nite.. dunno why tho. the camp was ending so quickly.. it was the fourth day already. we kayaked from where we were all the way to camp 2. that i practically arnd the whle pulau ubin! i kayaked with my "kor kor". haha.. we stayed behind and assist joel and grace in sweeping. making sure the slower ones could catch up. throughout the whole process of kayaking we encouraged each other a lot. i learnt that even a small act can make a great impact on others =) and that teamwork was the only way we could succeed. haha.. we left at arnd 8.40am which was way behind schedule. we were supposed to leave at 8am! the other grp only managed to reach at 5pm despite leaving at the same time.. they did it the day b4. we kinda found it impossible to reach camp 2 at 3pm. but WE DID! haha.. the last part was the part i enjoyed most mann.. wenjie and i wished grace and joel a nice day and we sprinted all the way to the end! we were more den 200 m away from the front pple cos some were really very slow. but we jus sprinted. it was amazing. going against the current. we kayak so fast and tho both of us were tired we jus continued padallind so fast that we reached b4 some of them who were in front! haha.. wen jie and his "well done"! lol. it was a real sense of achievement!! =D however, later in the day we kinda got a dressing down from jon. we became very slack and did not keep to the time given. but that somehow got us closer n more determined to work as a team! i wonder how jon does that.. but it's a gd thing isn't it? slept quite well that nite.. tired mahz.. haha. Thank God i din get my hand cramps again. i prayed and God answered my prayers! sooo sad.. last day le.. we did our jetty jump today.. i laughed so much! DA GAMA, I'LL MISS YOU! haha.. teamwork in da gama was now no. 1! haha.. jon was so proud of us and said well done. must be influenced by "kor kor" la. haha.. one thing DA gAMA def learnt was how to say is " WELL DONE"! =)) I MISS OBS!
ytd had my first cambodia mtg! hahaz.. learnt how to speak a bit of their language.. hee x) really pray tt maria and jordan can go. kor kor decide to go le =) hee.. it was quite fun learning their language and history. ended at den we walk here walk there 245 le. hurry to macs had 15 mins lunch den rush back for YP. i saw someone in the basement but as soon as our eyes met i turned away. i really dun understand myself. feel so dumb... YP, we learnt abt the spiritual gifts that God has given us and tt we shld exercise them. let us all start from small things! and God will make us ruler over many things =) a promise.. as usual had netball trg after tt. b4 we even started trg i was practising my shooting and i sprained my finger =( sobx.. mon got obs how to enjoy.. bleahz x( nvm. it's btr to day. well.. ended up practising shooting the whole time.. cldn't train. it's ok. i'm sure i'll be ok by next wk. pray for me k? hahaz.. den went for RFG! leart tt we shld always fear God and keep His commandments. out of love =) talked to kor abt * ended up crying.. i really find it so hard to let go.. Lord, help me..
today woke up went for morn worship. learnt abt abraham's step of obedience and path of separation. really en encouragement to me esp seeing how he really placed his whole life in God's hands. after tt had breakfast with sam n mor. so funny.. laughed so much! sam la.. talk nonsense. hahahaha.. den went for SS. learnt that God indeed has a purpose for everything. and i really feel very thankful tt God chose me to be His child =)) psalm 94:18-19 tells us how God comforts us in times of trials and how He is our refuge. yay! netball gonna get jersey. white and orange. haha.. i'm wearing S which is v big for me?! talked to em n she told me how she was enlightened tt God will never leave us nor forsake us.. His love is forever! feel so happy for her.. she also told me when others are sad stay happy so u can cheer them up =D hee.. really wonderful. thank God for my bananas! yesh! i've finally finished packing for OBS! tmr's obs! gonna miss all of ya wen i'm there! your will be in my prayers =) i won't forget your! haha.. and so i btr go now. gotta get enuff rest. byeee.. all of your takkaire k? HUGS! where are you?? i really wish i had answers to your questions...
in my heart always..
OBS is coming! on mon! i think i kena residential la. sad mann. but it's ok. God has a purpose for EVERYTHING! and i mean everything. if we can except good from Him why not adversity right? yup. so i'm just looking forward to all the adventures that await me =D yup. and to making new friends! hee.. Great isnt it? i'm all ready for mon! apart frm the lizards gab says there are in the rm. lol. whatever. i shall overcome my fear! lalala..
i miss all of you! can't wait to go church tmr!
hee.. love all of your lots! and my bananas too xP
kae.. in a few more hours i'll see ya btr go now.
Byeee..
i'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong.
talk like everything's perfect.
act like it's all a dream.
walk away and pretend it's not hurting me.
every time i look back, memories will start flashing back.
times we used to be so happy together.
let go.. let God
Lord, i really pray hard that he'll return to you.
Let me not stray frm You but
continue to walk close to You...
I PRAY!
to have thought that... how silly.
woots! tmr gg OBS shopping!got a whole long list of things to buy! haha.. after NDP concert go emily's hse change den go PS! hee.. after shopping go meet my fam at raffles hotel den meet jet's fam for dinner . go see fireworks together =) nice eh? jus got some super gd advice frm maria.. thx my dear =) OBS! HERE I COME! haha.. all of us so excited! think i'm super blessed la. got to go campin P5, P6 actually every yr till now!n each yr i gain experience! greAT.. look at the title of today's post. i'm happy yet sad. i keep thinking of.. feel so sad like why are things like tt now?? i feel really tired trying tostay happy. and yet at the same timeso many things are making me happy.idon'tunderstandmyself. everythingseemedlikeadream. nowi'mbacktoreality. iwonderifhestillcaresireallydo. Precious Lord, take my hand, lead me home..
jus me'
i'm going to Cambodia!! =)) maybe matt kor gg also.. hee x) but at the same time kinda confused. mum might be gg back to work in oct after noah's PSLE. whole nov i'll have intensive and choir camp, choir ROD..will hardly be at home. noah all alone at home right after mum goes back to work.. i wanna stay back and take care of him and also go for DVBS but this trip to cambodia will def be a very gd experience. so i really dunno.. caught in btwn. today was aunty bee joo's last day with us.. sure gonna miss her lessons! =( today kor din come.. kinda expected. sad. well.. what can i do. i'm really confused. feel so tired yet at the same time can't be myself. where were you when i needed you.. not even friends anymore?? i wonder.well.. God gives us trials to improve us not to impair us so rejoice!
xxflusteredxx
as usual.. today was real nice as all sats are =) why? cos i get to spend time with my fellow bros and sis- in Christ! woke up at 11 today.. haha.. had my beauty slp! at last! well.. left the house at 2 cos nick had to be there early to help out in CC and mor played the piano. hee.. so spent time downstairs helping samwith her maths probs. love maths!! =D after that i saw kor! so happy! really glad he's back in church =)) really pray that he'll come tmr too! for ss at least... PRAY!! haha.. after that went up for YP. enjoyed singing as i always do esp if you'resinging to the Lord =) after that william talked abt the 2 sept games. he touched on 3 very imporant pts. learnt a lot during bs-SERVICE FOR GOD. are you serving God in church or pleasing pple? have u surrendered yourself to God? meaning you do not have any rights of your own anymore.. are you serving in church sincerely or do u have a motive? this are gd qns to dwell on. yup.. had long bs today! it was really enriching and the fellowship we had together was really nice =) only started netball trg at 6.10pm. hahaz.. enjoyed netball trg alot too! i finally an shoot! FINALLY!! i really did cos i prayed =) hee.. yea, really enjoyed myself today. now i'm jus wondering if i shld go to Cambodia... i really dunno.. got 3 injections leh!! haha.. and mum may not allow. right after that YC somemore. mus make sure cnt fall sick tt is if i'm gg la. oo.. this tues gg PS for OBS shopping! den go raffles hotel stay with family =) woots! i feel so happy, happy, happy! wish i could stay liddat forever. lol. den OBS! OBS=ADVENTURE! which i love so much! hahaz.. kkz.. gotta go bathe now. blog another time! you never fail to brighten my day =)
oh yes.. i forgot! somebody cheated in common test today.. got me so pissed! like why can't pple jus be honest?? why mus they cheat in order to get gd results?! well.. it's ur loss i'm trying to help u pple in the end u get so sarcastic.. whatever.. i shan't care. jus doing the right thing anything wrong with that?? haiz..
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hee.. today's there are so many things to be happy abt! firstly, common tests are all over! eng and chi orals too! all so nerve wrecking.. glad it's all over =) next, kor is going to church tmr!! he so long nv come church le so glad he's coming tmr. really pray that all of us will learn to put God first no matter what. jiten was so super funny.. natural joker never fails to make us laugh =D hmmm.. i'm confused over quite many things. xin hen luan. jus wondering.. hoping to have an ans.. i really dunno. i'll jus pray and cast all my cares to God =) well.. i'm really very thankful for all the friends that God has given to me! not only for them but for everyone single one who has encouraged me in one way or another! who've been there for me when i needed your.. thank you so much =) anw, gettin late i btr go slp le. nitez! my life is in your hands'
haiz.. studying for bio now. tmr's last day of ct! SO HAPPY! but so sad i cant get anything into my head now! so frustrated! sooo many thinngs on my mind how to study?? wish i could get all of them out of my head.. emily's suppose to be msgin me to keep me awake.. em, where are you? haha.. sch is act qite fun x) with chickenlum arnd.. lol. super funny guy la.. laughed a lot in sch today =D but later watched channel 8 9 0'clock show make me so sad.. emotional la can't help it.. miss you lots.. wish could talk to u once again.. we once were so close but now.. =( aye..
you're in my thoughts.. never gone
this wk's ct wk.. been mugging! well.. not exactly.. slacka bit x) hahaz.. jus hope everything will be over soon! can't wait for obs ! great! going obs shopping on tues after national day celebration! woots! =D no matter what results i get i jus gotta thank God for them.. dun think will be very gd tho. tests all so hard. but it's over so let's jus treasure the precious present and look to the future! =) gotta continue studying now!
waiting for your return'
Halo! i've got a blog now.. great but only can use during sch hols..mann.. so sad. it's okie. i'll try to come on my bro's lappy if possible. hee.. byeee for now! =)
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